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Archive for March, 2013

Out There Things Can Happen

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I Always Have A Choice


I love those random memories that make me smile no matter what is going on in my life right now.

There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning. – Louis L’Amour

When you want to have something you’ve never had, you have to do something you’ve never done.

1 universe, 9 planets, 204 countries, 809 islands, 7 seas… and I had the privilege to meet you.

We have been created for greater things. Not to be a number in the world. Not just to go for diplomas and degrees. This work and that work. We have been created to love and be loved. – Mother Teresa.

I believe in you. And I won’t change my mind.

Today I a very exciting time in my life. I am on a wonderful adventure and will never go through this particular experience again.

The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, know struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen. – Elizabeth Kubler Ros

Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

Welcome to Today. Another day. Another chance. Feel free to change.

Believe in yourself. Others will follow.

Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do. – Dr Spock

I cannot learn other people’s lessons for them. They must do the work themselves and they will do it when they are ready.


don’t ever let somebody tell you

you can’t do something.,

not even me

all right?

you got a dream,

you gotta protect it

people can’t do something themselves,

they wanna tell you you can’t do it

if you want something, go get it


There is an Indian proverb that says everyone is a house with four rooms: physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. Most of us tend to live in one room at one time, but unless we go into every room every day, even if only to keep it aired, we are not a complete person.

dear best friend,

i love you more daily. i wish you would see yourself the way i see you and i wish you could love yourself the way i love you. and above all, i wish your life is you deserve because, in my opinion, you deserve the world. i will stand by you forever, my heart will always belong to you.

“Aren’t you tired of being lost?” she asked me, tears in her eyes. “I don’t want to be found. Maybe I’ve never wanted to. It’s easier to live afraid than in the arms of someone who could break your heart at any moment.”

We all have stories we won’t ever tell.

The #28 rule of a Lady: if he leaves you, or gives up on you, remember it’s his loss, not yours.

One moment you’re on top of the world, the next moment everything goes down hill.

The #53 rule of a Lady: Beauty is only skin deep; elegance is innate.

The question isn’t who is going to let me; it’s who is going to stop me. – Agn Rand

Just for once I want somebody to be afraid of losing me.

Sorry the world is so cruel. Hang in there.

She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important. – Marilyn Monroe

Most Random Update

Life is so strange. I keep expressing in great depth how much I struggle not knowing what’s going on in my life… But then I see at random times, in even randomer ways, glimmers of the road my life is taking. My ability to make spontaneous choices and not stress about how it all fits together is slowly but surely gathering growing. Dad once told me that the next step is the most natural one… Well, a year ago I decided to start saving and last week I found myself in a bank talking about mortgages! I’m in no position to buy a house yet. But as a general statement my choices are leading me to places whether I realise it or not. I knew that in theory, it was nice to actually see that in reality. Still there are times where I think “Common God, what about me?” Actually I think like that daily!

Also, I’ve decided I’m fed up of hearing the church talk about sin. And how many times are we going to hear the same sermon over and over again? The lame man, the feeding of 5000, water to wine… Mark, Matthew, James… Why is no one talking about Micha or Revelations… You know I’ve never heard a sermon on Obadiah before! Why is that? I know talking about Revelations is hard, but why doesn’t anyone try? I get told to get out my comfort zone, common preachers… how about you get out yourself and tell me something I don’t know! To be perfectly honest, I am a sinner… but not all of us are walking around burdened down with sin. I can honestly say I don’t feel like I have any massive sin in my life… I do have big questions though. I do feel weighed down wanting to understand things. Why won’t anyone talk about that? And you know what the church struggles with the most I believe… is hospitality. I know for a fact that many of us KNOW how to act but bringing it into reality in the normal every day life. It doesn’t happen the way it should. It baffles me that people are so bad at this.

No idea why I’m ranting about any of this…

My curtains are still missing… I accidentally pulled the entire window frame off and out the wall that was holding up my curtains. Oops. And I’m still on holiday from work. That’s fairly awesome. Also, I’m fairly addicted to Bones at the moment. The TV show… not actual bones. On that note… I ‘ve decided I think I could be a vegetarian.

Oh and if you haven’t seen it… YOU GOTTA WATCH “FATHER OF LIGHTS” 🙂